God please open my heart.
So many incarnations I was looking for You God.
I forgave the fact, that worrying for so many incarnations I sought God – not asking You God, where are You. I forgave the fact, that I sought for You God in others people”s hearts, apart from my own heart. I forgave the fact, that my soul was looking for You God among the astral gods, demigods, asuras – not asking You God, where are You. I forgave the fact, that my soul was looking for You God via the archangels, Belial, a group of Violet Flame and all sorts of other crooks. I forgave the fact, that my soul was looking for You God carried by its own stupidity and other unconsciousness, and other creatures.
I accept that for so many incarnations I sought for You God in a manner worthy a praise. I forgave the fact, that my soul was looking for You God led by religious dogmas, mystical departures, false dealers – not asking You God, where are You.
I forgave the fact, that my soul was looking for You God at the midst of those self-proclaimed gods on this Earth – not asking You God, where are You.
I forgave the fact, that my soul was looking for You God also in a hopeless matter, just not to find, just not to stand in the light. I forgave the fact, that my soul was looking for You led by incorrect instructions of others, their pressures, confusion.
I forgave the fact, that my soul was looking for You God in the astral, mental, causal worlds – not asking You God, where are You.
I forgave the fact, that my soul was looking for You led by its own mistakes from the past.
I forgave the fact, that I sought for You God among the tantric sex gods, prostitutes and pimps. I forgave the fact, that my soul was looking for You God led by unconscious religious leaders, gurus, religious egregors, priests and archpriests.
Opublikowano: 03/02/2011
Autor: s_majda
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