Anger at God
This article makes sense only for people who allow that God is capable of thinking and feeling, that He is guided not so much by emotions—so pleasing to people in stadiums—but by feelings such as love, kindness, acceptance, and consent. Today I watched a film about fruit flies, tiny insects (2–3 mm in size) from the order Diptera. Their larvae are even smaller. It was shown in great magnification how those larvae develop in beautiful golden divine light. One could also see the pink light of divine love protecting the larva and allowing it to develop, to experience the beauty of existence, of course from the proper level… of a fly. Not long ago I heard from an acquaintance who recovered from cervical cancer words of hatred toward her own femininity, that she is a whore. After all, the girl forgot about that same golden divine light, which appears at each of HER ovulations, in order to prepare each of HER eggs for potential fertilization, for the possibility of giving birth to offspring. The woman also complains about her lack of fulfillment in sex, marriage, and life.
Anger at God results from rebellion against His will and decisions, or when God refuses someone something. Anger is the first stage toward revenge, and that usually ends in narcotic revelations and their consequences.
For many years I have encountered the statement that God is unjust or did not keep His word. Out of a sense of harm, souls themselves or together with the incarnation look for a way of deliverance by means other than through God the Giver of Life, for they feel harmed by Him because they did not receive what they wanted.
Out of a sense of disappointment with God of the Creative Force of Love, they feel betrayed by their own Creator. However, when they cannot negotiate with Him or seek a way out of the impasse, various schemes begin. Some souls seek support, for example, in living gods who can, out of kindness of heart, immediately offer them what they want, without regard for the unpleasant consequences for everyone. Even though the incarnation of the soul may be God-fearing and devoted to God, the soul will nevertheless want to hold on to its artificial earthly god. The personality will feel that God has abandoned, rejected, and betrayed it, and does not know that the soul directs prayers to its “artificial” god. An inner conflict arises when the incarnation feels that God does not exist, which, after all, was the soul’s assumption from the very beginning so that harmony might arise between the thinking of the whole being. Then it may worship another “substitute-artificial” god, unfortunately reaping a terrible harvest of addictions and gathering further burdens. But despite this, satisfaction remains in the soul that it no longer has to talk with God the Giver of Life and is completely free from God. This is also part of playing the role of an independent being from the will of God. Similar mechanisms show themselves very well in abreactions, for example through regression therapy, and as a result of creative prayer.
Other souls, in turn, wanting to show their rebellion and anger, begin to think about replacing the one God, the Giver of every Life, with any other, and claim of themselves, for example, “I would flood the whole world with love and money.” Souls then organize earthly and astral armies, but for those to arise, one must first spread one’s cult among souls and people, offering them much, often without substance, so that certain things are already established. This process of building future armies can be clearly seen on the ground of religious groups and even on internet portals, where a few people, here and now in Poland in the 21st century, promote their own divinity and the divinity of their own soul. The whole process of creating one’s cult is perfectly visible. These same people, drawing on karmic memory, claim that it is they and not their souls who incarnate. That it was they personally who were gassed in German crematoria, that they knew Jesus personally in Palestine. And this is written by supposedly sober, non-drinking people.
Any soul before incarnating as some living god, deity, or guru must show other souls seeking support outside God the Giver of Life its strengths, tactical sense, and knowledge of astral worlds and their groups. This often results from dissatisfaction, anger, and rebellion. For why should a being clean up after itself if merciful God could erase all sins at once?
But for any idolatry to come about, a meeting of souls similarly negative in thinking about God of the Creative Force of Love is needed.
That is why religions offering cleansing from sins and burdens are very popular. Erase your sins by fire, spirits, or water. Redeem your guilt by buying salvation from a priest, by spinning a prayer wheel, through an indulgence, through the smoke of burning incense…
Of course religions offer many artificial gods, but not God the Giver of our Life, and therefore souls willingly cling to a given confession, while their incarnations cannot go beyond it because of dogmas and at times simple ignorance.
Before a soul appears as an incarnated living god, it already has followers established. The more spectacular the living god is, the more it draws other souls that had not previously heard of it. Not even counting the incarnations that would like en masse to see with their own eyes its miracles of materializing vibhuti or gold by “divine mouths.”
Thanks to this, the souls of living gods gather armies in order to oppose en masse God the Giver of Life, to show that they are independent, do not need Him, and—what is most satisfying for them—that soon they will destroy God by turning the whole universe against Him.
Among souls spreads the popular statement that God of the Creative Force of Love is weak, because He cannot annihilate them even though they harm Him so much, destroy His plans, and act against Him. Thanks to this, ever greater rebellion grows.
Anger is also fueled by the fact that souls do not want to take responsibility for past offenses. If they did, they would submit to God the Giver of Life, because only He can free them from them—only and exclusively He has such an offer. Yet souls often rise in pride and in the desire to be an independent being from God of the Creative Force of Love.
What is more, various astral cliques and associations help together with souls and their incarnations to spread the belief that God the Giver of Life does not exist. They do this by means of hypnosis, drugs, and all other intoxicants. Without Reiki, it turns out, one cannot attain one’s own divinity, and without a guru or the support of a priest there is no question at all of salvation. So what is the purpose of taking care of the energy of the heart, the purity of the chakras? Unfortunately there are also such souls that boast that they will die together with the incarnation and nothing more will follow after that.
Through religions and living gods, a soul burdened with encodings and hypnotic influences may remain convinced that the living god is its only god, and that the rest of earthly gods are enemies of their lord or lady.
Thus anger and revenge against God arise as a result of the soul’s whim, or in order to show God the Giver of Life that they will manage better without His participation in their life. There may also appear a desire to cast Him from the throne—as some imagine it—because He did not fulfill their need, destructive in its consequences.
It may also result from the encodings of living gods, astral associations, as well as drugs and alcohol.
Intoxicants replace and mask the feeling of emptiness, of separation from the happiness and love of God the Giver of Life, who waits for souls to return to Him.
Momentary filling with visions of happiness and fulfillment creates in both people and their incarnations a temporary sense of fulfillment.
And this temporary sense of happiness turns into addiction and complete cut-off from God of the Creative Force of Love and His voice and will. Thus anger here is replaced by the feeling of being filled with visions of a false reality into which the soul transfers itself.
Thanks to this new reality, souls may create their own astral world, which may be their heaven or hell—then mental illness arises in the incarnation, or a strong addiction to intoxicants and various -isms and phobias.
Alcoholism, workaholism, sex addiction are nothing other than creating one’s own world in which there is no God, or the being cuts itself off from life, cuts itself off from the consequences of the soul’s past choices. The incarnation falls into this or that -ism because the soul found false fulfillment in such a world.
Thus it is easier for them not to think about burdens. Why do women usually not place their career in the home? Because their souls know that it would be torment, and karmic enemies were born as their own children. So, since the world has already developed so much in industry, they choose a career, because there they will not wear themselves out—even though the incarnation experiences stress, it still goes on into work, work, work and further unfulfillment. Have you heard of fashionable single women, women up to 40, lonely but earning well? After 40–50 they say it was a mistake, that they are alone, unfulfilled. Easy to say—career and children—not everyone is capable of dividing themselves this way and fulfilling both things.
Of course the souls are happy, because one avoided giving birth and raising children. Often there also appears the pattern of the cuckoo mother who leaves the child with the grandmother to raise. And one incarnation this way or that? Or the death of the incarnation before it starts thinking about children? Also possible.
Rebellion against God may also manifest itself in the reversal of the roles of woman and man. A woman does not want to bear children, or she gives birth and leaves them to her husband to raise. Or the husband does not want to take responsibility for his own children and flees from the consequences—because why worry about them if a living guru, earthly god, or wife will rescue me and I will not have to listen through the heart to God the Giver of Life.
At the level of incarnation, at the level of souls, it is obvious that the home is the foundation of everything, but it is a huge responsibility, and the souls of spouses, for example, prefer to maintain their harem, have affairs… Why do incarnations dream of sex with strangers when they are in marriage or partnership? Simple, because their souls are unfaithful…
Or children rebel against parents (incarnation level)—why? Because the souls of their parents torment them, demand God knows what, and accuse them for their own “unhappy” fate.
Souls rebel against maintaining the home as an idyll, because then they would submit to God the Giver of Life. He is able to bring harmony among souls in a family even when karmically there are terrible burdens.
So, gathering together the rebellion—I have already mentioned that souls do not want to submit to His will because:
a) they will not get what they want, even though it is harmful
b) they would be considered His slaves
c) they begin to doubt His Omnipotence, even though it is He who offers where souls may incarnate—souls repress this fact deeply
d) pseudo-independence is important for emphasizing the rebellion of ego. “It makes me sick to those who say ‘yes God,’ ‘fine God,’ ‘fine God let Your will be done’… ‘Disgusting.’”
“Yes, it makes me sick to you ‘God’s doggies.’ How I hate you!”
The above quotations are authentic.
So rebellion results from dissatisfaction with God’s will and decisions in some matter important for the soul, and then the consequences are born of it. Doubt in His power appears, then in seeking solutions souls fall into the snares of astral groups, addictions, living gods, because they do not want to know God the Giver of Life, because the Creator turned out to be a cruel being.
“I wanted to have a kingdom with a large harem… And that one (…), meaning God—sorry God for the term used—did not want to give it to me… I will find someone who will help me with this. How can He refuse me—I am His creation…”
Or
“I wanted that girl to die, because I got bored with her… And nothing happened—oh how cruel God is toward me!”
Out of dissatisfaction there appears the desire that God change His decision, but on the SOUL’S or incarnation’s terms.
And best of all, God of the Creative Force of Love should erase all offenses and burdens toward all souls whom that soul once harmed. Souls would like to receive such grace at once… that would create one great chaos. Souls would still fall into the old patterns of thinking and still commit the same errors. And God wants what is best and helps souls repair past mistakes, cleanse or erase patterns of thinking, because without that nothing will change for the better, and the disorder would spread even more. As long as there is a will of souls to live in addictions, so it will be, and if one wants to break out of limitations, then one must work with God the Giver of Life and the circle closes. One must always negotiate with Him. When you do not feel fulfilled in life—talk with Him about what can be done in this matter, because every soul and its incarnation are considered individually.
Unfulfillment may be the result of the soul’s past mistakes, but it is always possible to negotiate with God about it—to offer something in return, not seek revenge on the Giver of Life, or make persistent attempts to destroy HIM.
Let us remember that only the open heart is the connector between the soul and divine reality, God. When it is closed, the soul creates for itself a world of illusion and binds itself to illusions. When the heart opens, the soul enters divine reality. When the soul closes itself to divine reality, then it attaches itself to illusions, encodings, and Guru.
Opublikowano: 31/03/2026
Autor: Sławomir Majda
Kateogrie: God
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