Desensitizing Yourself to Other People – Intentions

Compiled by J. S. Majda, Konrad Jaszowski, Małgorzata Krata.

The identical recurring fragment, forming the core of the idea, is as follows: “And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times”.

Organized freeing oneself from burdens – links to texts, information about recordings, working with intentions, the bow technique >Link.

Technical issues concerning the idea and the construction of sentences when working with intentions.
Art. “800 intentions for cleansing” Link.“One-sentence scheme for intentions.”Link.
Film “The bow after performing intentions” Link.

The word “–not” added to some word while working with intentions means that it is worth expressing it also in its opposite, or even finding and saying aloud any synonyms that come to mind together with their opposites.

For example — when saying: being poor, being sick, it is good to say it also with its opposite:
–being poor, being sick, –not being poor, not being sick.

This allows you to move a given pattern as broadly as possible, touching different aspects, including its opposite. It is also worth knowing that Souls often think or claim that they do not have such opposite patterns — for example, that they are not idolaters in a given case (in a given word).

Another example:
A woman’s Soul denies ever being a bad mother. Therefore, adding here the negating form — not being a bad mother — may allow her to understand the state she is in.
Being a bad mother, –not being a bad mother–

“—Oh, absolutely not, never in my life! These are certainly not my patterns. What I do is my private matter.” [—The Soul very often says or thinks this about itself.]

1. of ours and through us of others, from all causes, in all ways, including abcd and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, trust, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of God Himself, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

1. Our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times, together with depending and correspondingly in independence from the will, guidance, opinions, actions, trust, commands, decisions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity, and their absence on the part of God Himself, and of our—and through us foreign—experience of all consequences of this

2. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times, together with depending and correspondingly in independence from the will, guidance, opinions, actions, commands, decisions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity, and their absence on the part of all sexes of humans, Souls, beings, entities, creatures, animals, plants, extraterrestrials, and our—and through us foreign—experience of all consequences of this.

3. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of all kinds, meanings, species, genders including old and new, active and inactive deities, goddesses, divine mothers, divine fathers, divine sons, divine daughters, divine families, Goa’ulds, God’s buddies, gods, demigods, Asuras, Saints, gurus, masters, teachers, Messiahs, angels, including astral ones: Archangels, Cherubim, Seraphim, astrals, rulers, administrators, owners and creators of astral worlds and soul trees, prophets and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

4. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of physical and astral snakes, worms, predators, viruses, pests, fungi, molds, insects, microorganisms and macroorganisms, lizards, beings, entities, creations, parasites, symbionts, tenants of our and others’ energy systems, and from all kinds of spirits, demons, strzygi, ancestral spirits, possessing beings, mythical creatures, mythical beings and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

5. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of our and others’ miracle-workers, healers, folk healers, bioenergetic therapists, doctors of the body and Soul, from miraculous divine healings, from owners, administrators and structures of various initiatory practices including religious ones and Reiki, from witches, magicians, shamans, visionaries, oracles, from signs in the sky and on earth, from sorceresses, sorcerers, from magic, from the elements, yogis, tantrics, and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

6. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of all kinds of enlightened ones, enlighteners, whiteners and accordingly blackeners of themselves and others, including humans, Souls, beings, parts of our and others’ Souls and beings, from those seeking nirvana, salvation, liberation, redemption and achieving them, from worshippers and creators of all astral compressions, all heavens, hells, paradises, purgatories, astral worlds and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

7. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of all atheists, agnostics, heretics, followers of Bahá’í, tribal religions, polytheism, animism, totemism, Taoism, Shinto, Sikhism, Jainism, Ahimsa, Ayyavazhi, followers of Wicca, followers of Buddhism, Druidism, Voodoo, Theravada, Mahayana, Chan, Zen, Son, Amidism, Pure Land School, Tendai, Shingon, Tibetan Buddhism, Nyingma, Kagyu, Sakya, Jonang, Gelug, Bon and not only, and on the part of their priests, creators, followers, promoters and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

8. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of Jesus, the Apostles, the Church Fathers, All Saints, the Lord’s Prayer, the Holy Spirit, as well as followers, creators, priests and administrators of all Christian sects including Old Catholicism, Utrecht churches, national churches, Mariavitism, Catholicism, Eastern Catholicism, Greek Catholicism, the Roman Catholic Church, Sedevacantism, Conclavism, Palmarianism, Lefebvrism, Anglicanism, Orthodoxy, Byzantine churches, Orthodox churches, Old Believers, Popovtsy, Bespopovtsy, Skoptsy, Old Calendarists, Oriental churches, Copts, Syrians, Assyrian churches, Adventists, Millerism, Anabaptism, followers of Arianism, Baptists, Moravian Brethren, Polymuck Brothers, Hussites, Calvinism, Congregationalism, Presbyterianism, Quakers, Lutheranism, Mennonitism, Methodism, Pentecostalism, Salvationism, Unitarianism, Waldensians, Amish, Restorationism, Bábism, Jehovah’s Witnesses, Free Bible Students, Holy Missionary Movements, Unitarians, Mormons, Churches of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, Christ Community, Afro-Christianity such as Aladura, Harrism, Kimbanguism, Lumba and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

9. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of, among others, followers, creators, priests and administrators of, among others, Jainism, Digambaras, Sthanakavasis, Shvetambaras, Gnostics, followers of Manichaeism, Mandaeism, from all branches and sects of Vishnu, Vishnuism, Krishnaism, Shaivism, Lingayats, Shaktism, Mazdaism, Persian religions, Mazdakism, Mithraism and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

10. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of the followers, creators, priests and administrators of the world of Islam, among others Alawites, Alevis, Kharijites, Sunnis, Shiites, Imamis, Ismailis, Zaydis, followers of Sufism, Ahmadiyya, black Islam, Moors, Nation of Islam, Druze, Ahl-e-Haqq, Zikris, Scripturalism, Quranism, Yazidism and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

11. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of, among others, promoters, creators, priests and followers of all sects and factions of Judaism: among others, Falashas called black Jews, Messianic Judaism including Hasidic, Conservative Judaism, Orthodox, Progressive, Reconstructionist, Karaimism, Mosaism, Samaritanism and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

12. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of, among others, creators, organizers, administrators and followers of the so-called new religious movements such as Bábism, Bahá’í, Cheondoism, Caodaism, Shakers, cargo cults, Falun Gong, Modekngei, New Age, Raëlism, Rastafari, Scientology, Quan Yin Method, Wicca, “I Am”, Ásatrú, Hellenism, Slavic native faith, International Intelligent Yoga, Transcendental Meditation, Divine Light Mission, International Society for Krishna Consciousness, Neo-Sannyas (Osho), Radha Soami, Sathya Sai Baba, Swaminarayan Faith, Harrism, Confucianism, Santería, Sikhism, Shinto, Taoism, Zoroastrianism and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

13. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of the promoters, creators, priests and followers of all sects and factions, among others, of religions and of the inhabitants of Supercontinents, continents and prehistoric lands such as, among others, Pangaea, Gondwana, Atlantis, Lemuria, Mu, Gobi, native religions of Africa, Australia, Oceania, Asia, Europe, the Americas and other places on Earth, and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

14. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of, among others, all kinds of tyrants, despots, sociopaths, executioners, terrorists, blackmailers, judges, lawyers, prosecutors, accusers, lords, rulers, superiors, supervisors, employers, co-workers, clients, payers, manipulators, hypnotists, kings, princes, courts, advisers, messengers, notaries, secretaries, state power, religious power, and on the part of all creators and promoters of various destructive inventions and practices including such as injected substances, viruses, parasites, bio-robots, artefacts, such as games and plays like Jumanji, Infinity Stones, Rings of Power and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

15. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of, among others, all planets, constellations, cosmos, stars, moons, comets, asteroids, galaxies, cosmic dust, black holes, suns, celestial bodies, from their movements, positions, interactions, and from all their, among others, owners, administrators, creators, tenants, users and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

16. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of all kinds, sizes, meanings of ours and others’ amulets, talismans, garments, artefacts, gadgets, objects and plasma, musical, magical and non-magical instruments, from rings, seals, wands, elixirs, herbs, smokes, incenses, songs, mantras, Holy texts, plants, animals, methods of divination, rituals, superstitions, from Holy Communion, from offerings made to someone/something, devotional articles, images, figures, sculptures, paintings, sacraments, drugs, alcohols, spiritual and physical ecstasies, shamanism, mysticism, all utopias and not only, and from, among others, all their creators, promoters, owners, users, beneficiaries, and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

17. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of all kinds, sizes, meanings of, among others, all forms and causes of enslavements, imprisonments, entanglements such as, among others, nets, ropes, chains, leashes, collars, solitary cells, prisons, cages, hooks, stocks, little octopuses, pyramids, protomolecules, their equivalents, substitutes and not only, and all their, among others, enthusiasts, creators, promoters, beneficiaries, victims, guards, witnesses and followers and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

18. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of all kinds and sizes of, among others, rituals, cults, nominations, anointings, permissions, guidelines, contracts, oaths, promises, covenants, orders, prohibitions, pacts signed with the devil, missions, vows, pacts, acts, agreements, treaties and not only, and of all their, among others, creators, promoters, beneficiaries, priests, guards, victims, witnesses and followers and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

19. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of our and others’, including licensed, among others, guardians, verifiers, debt collectors, bailiffs, intermediaries, witnesses, creators, founders, bodyguards, opposition, censors, promoters, beneficiaries, victims of our and others’ actions, intentions, manifestations and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

20. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of, among others, all kinds, sizes, meanings, genders, races, species of, among others, parents, educators, wards, teachers, spouses, lovers, children, siblings, sisters, brothers, aunts, uncles, cousins, entire lineages, families, communities, social classes, grandparents, grandmothers, relatives and non-relatives, from persons of the same or different gender and on the part of our and others’, among others, elements of physical and energetic structure, organs, tissues, cells, atoms, transducers, systems and biological, physical, chemical, energetic, clockwork, digital assemblies, their mechanisms of operation, and all programs controlling them on all levels, spaces, planes, elements and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

21. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of all kinds, meanings, ranks, levels, genders of, among others, associations, brotherhoods, communities, communes, unions, organizations including, among others, administrative, military, civilian, secular, medical, financial, religious, messianic, spiritual, economic, public, political, criminal, intelligence, sexual, drug-related, drunken, state, global, cosmic, multidimensional, space-time and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

22. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of, among others, weather, nature, elements, time of day, night, season, date, astrology, astronomy, numerology, meteorology, ambient temperature, pressure, frequencies, colors, sounds, rhythms, vibrations, humidity, height of the Sun in the sky, from the time factor and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

23. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of, among others, our and others’ codings, from thought-forms, blockages, burdens, patterns, points of view, ways of understanding, from entanglements, karmic crosses and knots, from karmic figures, karmic relations, karmic schemes, from pacts of silence, from planetary cycles, from the wheel of karma, from the wheel of fortune, from flat and spatial geometric figures, from anomalies, from mirror reflections, from fate, chance, lottery, luck and accordingly from misfortune, curses, spells, letters, words, signs, symbols, digits, numbers, alphabets, mandalas, tattoos, from confirmation biases, from warehouses of burdens and patterns, from markers, embellishments, chips, injuries, disabilities, diseases, from emptiness, void, nothingness in the mind and in life, and from their creators, promoters, victims and beneficiaries and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

24. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of, among others, our and through us of others’ all idolatrous figures, deeds, intentions, designs, patterns, habits and on the part of those who pray to us as to gods, to deities, to masters, Saints, to enlightened ones, to astral beings; and on the part of those treating us or others as intermediaries to God, intermediaries to all gods, goddesses; and on the part of those worshipping us, praising us, exalting us; and on the part of those who pray for us to deities, gods, extraterrestrials in our name, in our matters, for our good, and accordingly on the part of those who in their prayers curse us, cast spells and curses, who want to take revenge in all possible ways and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

25. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of all, among others, varieties, associations, groups and circles, among others, demonic, satanic, Luciferian, war-like, military, magical, black-magical, tantric, black-tantric, white-astral, groups of flames, Left-Hand Path, and, among others, from battle shock, from pogroms, chaos, from black suns, necromancers, beings of darkness, beings of night, forces of evil, demons, rulers of hell, guardian devils, Cainites, Satan, Lucifer, Beelzebub, Kali, strzygi, beings and Souls that have fallen, horned beings, unruly, aggressive, filled with pride, egoism and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

26. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of all kinds, sizes, races, meanings and genders of, among others, sex addicts, lesbians, gays, transvestites, rapists, sadomasochists, celibates, eunuchs, madams, pimps, prostitutes, deviants, perverts, paedophiles, zoophiles, coprophiles, coprophagists, incestuous people, pansexuals, from inbreeding and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

27. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this because of, among others, our and others’ actions connected with the End of the World, in the period of the year 2012, with other Ends of the World, with seeking God, with Apocalypses, Armageddons, with ends of civilizations and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

28. And our—and through us foreign—for all reasons and in all ways, including across many eons, times, and dimensions of existence, anesthetizing myself and sacrificing myself for and on behalf of the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], who have access to all layers of my, of our numbness and suffering, while I myself have access only to fragments of these entanglements; in the hope that they would give meaning to my existence and to our existence together within a network of bonds where there is no single beginning and no single cause, but only repeating patterns of numbness and the giving of myself to them for feeding; and through anesthetizing myself and being rendered numb also so as not to feel the original numbness—physically, psychologically, mentally, and in relationships with others—and through shifting the center of my existence outside of myself, leaving for […], for other incarnations of their Soul, for their Soul my own families, including my mother, father, loved ones, wife/husband, children, relatives, properties, the respect of others, and my own self-respect; correspondingly being anesthetized, set, hypnotized, and conditioned by the Soul and the multidimensional being of […], having various agreements with them such that we became numb, such that I became numb to my own physical, physiological, psychological, mental, and sexual needs, numb to my own happiness, to the joy of existence, to inspiration from God, and creating for myself and for others overload that accumulates as a permanent background permeating all levels of existence until it becomes a stable state of inner stupor and unconscious decisions, including identifying the meaning of my life and my safety with whether the Soul of […] will approve or accept it; and through anesthetizing myself and being anesthetized by […] through drugs, alcohol, hypnosis—also so that I would not feel numbness toward their Soul and being, so that I would not be aware of it—and through giving them fragments of myself in quantities so small and dispersed that they are difficult to recover because they are scattered across eons; and through creating for myself, without knowing when, not only debts but karmic obligations that replay across dimensions of existence as tasks imposed from above, together with loyalty to the Soul of […] transported from other dimensions, in a set of not fully known, not fully understood loyalties, stupors, and numbnesses that operate automatically and do not submit to discussion or conscious decision; correspondingly being anesthetized for the sake of the Soul and being of […] in the context of the end of the world in 2012, in the context of God, Armageddon, the Apocalypse, and in being torn away by them from my own needs and aspirations, in a split between who I am, who I want to be, and on whose behalf I live, when movement flows in one direction—from me to them—where the flow of energy is asymmetric and the return of energy is not guaranteed; correspondingly through sacrificing myself, anesthetizing myself for the Soul and being of […], acquiring and amplifying injuries, problems, illnesses, poverty, complications, catastrophes, current stresses and karmic consequences, in such a way that suffering became an environment, not an episode, not an event, but a structure in which my existence is submerged; and through sacrificing and anesthetizing myself so that the Soul and being of […] would consider me as belonging to them permanently or as their property and never return my freedom; correspondingly living and acting in many loops in which decisions made for the Soul of […] replicate themselves across other times and dimensions, foreign to me as if imprinted in the structure of existence; correspondingly giving all this to God in the intention of freeing myself from the influence of the Soul and being of […] and from those who play with what is sacred and creative, who destroy me and us, with the recognition that it is not we who bear the consequences of others’ choices nor repay their debts, for only God can settle the actions and debts others incur; and receiving from God clarity, boundaries, and peace so as not to take upon myself anything that does not belong to me, and completing this process in God across all eons, dimensions, and times and not only, all of this depending and accordingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and accordingly their lack on the part of, among others, our soul, our whole being and not only, and from being healthy or physically ill, energetically, unstable or mentally-psychically ill, ill in a curable way or chronically or incurably, and from being disabled persons, persons with injuries, persons ailing, ill directly or having karmic, inbred symptoms or effects of various diseases, ailments, defects and not only, and of ours and through us of others experiencing all the effects of this.

Opublikowano: 09/12/2025
Autor: s_majda
Kateogrie: Suffering of Body and Soul - Transfigurers of Suffering. Liberating Prayers.

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