Lack of Mother’s Milk – A Prayer of Release

Coming into this world after five incarnations in Buddhism (three of them in Tibet), my Soul knew that it would have to give both itself and me—its avatar—a hard time. It began with a difficult birth, and immediately afterward it turned out that my mother had no milk in her breasts for me, and that I could be starved to death here. I want to go home! And quickly!

The problem was solved with a bottle and artificial milk. One acquaintance had it better—being a former ruler of a harem, he was given a wet nurse and suckled from the breasts of two women from birth.

Another acquaintance—and I deliberately write about men—had a mother who tormented him in such a way that whenever he latched onto the breast to feed, she deliberately pulled him away. For amusement. He was partially repaying karma from a 19th-century monk.

In this prayer I address these matters as seen through the eyes of a man. Every shortage of a mother’s milk had a different source in the past of both parties. If a similar misfortune happened to you, you may ask your family what exactly it involved and offer all the results and expectations connected with the lack of mother’s milk to God.

I… have forgiven myself for the fact that, coming into this manifested world, by being born, I gave up a joyful, happy life full of abundance and surplus, and instead chose insufficiency, shortages, deficiencies, longing, and lack.

I… have forgiven myself for all the effects, consequences, and outcomes of choosing as my Mother a woman who did not have enough milk in her breasts for me, enough nourishment for me.

I… have forgiven myself for all habits, intentions, all my missions and obligations that caused me to choose as my Mother a woman who did not have enough milk in her breasts for me, enough nourishment for me.

I… have forgiven myself for all mechanisms of action, all my trances and habits that caused me to choose as my Mother a woman who did not have enough milk in her breasts for me, enough nourishment for me.

I… have forgiven myself for the fact that, right at the very beginning of my life, I chose food insufficiency and lack of nourishment—the lack of my mother’s milk for me.
I… have forgiven myself for creating for myself and experiencing such conditions, such a life, in which from the very beginning I was hungry and lacked nourishment, lacked my mother’s milk.

I… have forgiven myself for the fact that, right at the very beginning of my life, there was not enough nourishment and milk from my mother for me.
I… have forgiven myself for creating for myself and experiencing such conditions, such a life, in which from the very beginning there was not enough nourishment and milk from my mother for me.

I… have forgiven my Mother for creating such living conditions for me that from the very beginning she did not have enough milk, enough nourishment in her breasts to feed me fully by herself.
I… have forgiven my Mother for not having enough milk, enough nourishment in her breasts to feed me fully by herself.

I… have forgiven my Mother for giving me to other women—substitute mothers, wet nurses—to be fed at the breast so that I might eat, drink, and be satisfied.

I… have forgiven myself and my Soul for greediness in simultaneously suckling at my mother’s breast and the breasts of other women.
Thank You, God, for freeing me and showing me—and immediately helping me experience—what You have for me that is better, more beneficial, and safer than greedily suckling simultaneously at my mother’s breast, the breast of Mrs. … (the wet nurse), and other women.

I… have forgiven myself for the fact that, already at the very beginning of my life, I felt shortages, deficiencies, limitations, and lack. I am now free from the belief and conviction that the shortages, deficiencies, limitations, and lack that I felt and experienced at the very beginning of my life and later are permanent, irreversible, lifelong, and inseparable from me and my life.

I… have forgiven myself for the fact that, together with my Soul, we created and lived such conditions and such a life in which, from the very beginning, there was not enough milk and nourishment from my mother’s breast for me.
I… have forgiven myself for the awareness of lack of food for me, the awareness of lack of milk for me, which arose because my mother did not have enough nourishment, enough milk in her breast for me and my needs.

I… have forgiven myself for the awareness of unsatiation, the awareness of hunger for sweet mother’s milk, which arose because my mother did not have enough nourishment, enough milk in her breast for me and my needs.
I no longer have to maintain this, I no longer have to carry the awareness of unsatiation, the awareness of hunger for sweet mother’s milk that arose because my mother did not have enough nourishment, enough milk in her breast for me and my needs.

I… have forgiven myself for the fact that, together with my Soul, we felt guilty that my Mother could not feed me fully with her own milk.
I no longer need to blame myself for this, nor punish myself for the fact that my Mother could not feed me fully with her own milk.

I never again need to be hungry, ravenous, greedy for food, craving nourishment.
I never again need to starve.

I always and everywhere have an abundance of nourishment, food, provisions, supplies, and milk at my disposal.
God always and everywhere gives me an abundance of nourishment, food, provisions, supplies, and milk at my disposal.
God always and everywhere gives me endless reserves of nourishment, food, provisions, supplies, and milk at my disposal.

But I do not have to eat all of this food, swallow it all at once.
I do not have to eat it all at once, in full.
I do not have to eat it all at once “for later.”
I do not have to eat it all at once while accumulating unnecessary reserves.

I… do not have to devour, gorge on, or consume all this food immediately.
I… do not have to devour, gorge on, or consume it all immediately in full.
I… do not have to devour, gorge on, or consume it all immediately “for later.”
I… do not have to devour, gorge on, or consume it all immediately while accumulating unnecessary reserves.

Accumulating excess nourishment, food, provisions, and drinks in my stomach is not necessary for me.
Accumulating excess nourishment, food, provisions, and drinks in my stomach is unnecessary for me.

I realize that accumulating excess nourishment, food, provisions, and drinks in my stomach may be harmful to my health and life. And I have chosen complete health and holy peace.

I have forgiven myself for the fact that accumulating excess nourishment, food, provisions, and drinks in my stomach introduced unawareness into my life and mind. And I have chosen full, complete awareness and sobriety.

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s_majda writes:
10/01/2019 at 18:35 (Edit)

The lack of a mother’s milk is connected with wearing the breastplates of Divine Mothers, discussed in detail in this article. Link.

Opublikowano: 27/01/2026
Autor: Sławomir Majda
Kateogrie: Suffering of Body and Soul - Transfigurers of Suffering. Liberating Prayers.

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