Test examining patterns of martyrdom and self-sabotage

Authors: Paulina & Sławomir Majda

The proposed test is intended to bring to light destructive programs and views that have led us to our current understanding of our own soul. It allows for an initial recognition of where the essence of our beliefs lies.
The test is a typical psychological exercise and we write down the FIRST answer that comes to mind after reading each question. Let us work on it in our free time, so that we can answer the questions carefully for ourselves.

I may not so much like to suffer, but I must suffer, because…..

When I have no problems at all, then…..

When I get up in the morning to carry out daily activities, I think to myself that…..

Being happy is prevented for me by the person……[name who]

I believe / do not believe that I will be / am happy… because……

We, together with the soul, are unworthy of God’s grace, because……

I cannot receive divine gifts, because / through / due to…..

On a daily basis, to spoil my mood I…..

And to spoil others’ mood I…..

Being happy is prevented for me by my……

What I really think about myself is that I have / do not have “two left hands” and I am……

My soul is actually just an ordinary ……, an ordinary ……

Trances of suffering are for me…..

Just in case, I have…..(how many?) запасных worries waiting to be revealed…..

And on a daily basis I have….. (how many?) worries…..

Daily, together with the soul, we produce…..(how many?) worries, and sufferings [how many?]…..

The patterns that trouble us are…..

Patterns of suffering are the result of us having patterns, ideas…..

And I have so many ideas and patterns of suffering, I am a geyser of them, because…..

I like / do not like….. to put myself down…, because…..

I like / do not like…. to put others and God down, because…..

The one to blame for our martyrdom is usually……

We were taught to suffer by……

We like to suffer together with the soul, because……

We like it when others and God suffer on their own or because of us, because……

Patterns and blockages of suffering I still have in…… and on……

And I have them well hidden in…..

For being a “trance-sufferer” I will receive…..

To cope with suffering, we, together with the soul, imposed / adopted for ourselves….. and at the same time for others…..

I will not go to God with our suffering, because…..

Martyrdom manifests in us in that….. and also…..

Martyrdom and “digging at ourselves” with others, with family, gives us…….., but in reality…..

Our own martyrdom we see as………, while others see it as……

We have low self-esteem together with the soul because of……

We do not want to feel valuable together with the soul because……

The guardian of our suffering is / are……

To best mortify ourselves, body and soul, we have imposed on ourselves…..

Suffering blocks us from……, and in the physical body……

In our martyrdom, our family and loved ones help us by the fact that…..

For being a “trance-sufferer,” I will receive from God Himself…..

So that others suffer sufficiently strongly, we organized for them……, and on a larger scale…..

I like / do not like to find negatives in everything, because…..

I like to complain and grumble, because…..

In others we like / do not like to find flaws, because….. then we feel……

Searching for negatives, blockages in ourselves, in me, in others gives me…..

If God freed us from patterns of martyrdom, then together with the soul we would…..

Not only current, but all other patterns of suffering are needed by us for…..

Patterns of suffering we adopted from……, and even better patterns are possessed by……

And in our suffering we identify with the person……

The best knowledge that one must suffer for many reasons I received from priests of denominations, religions, sects, mainly from [underline as appropriate]: Islam, Judaism, Vishnuism, Christianity, Hinduism, from idolatrous religions such as…..

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• Anonymous writes:
20/03/2016 at 09:48 (Edit)
A great test — burdens, beliefs, and patterns showed up. Now, from the questions together with the answers, I will create IN [intentions]. For each question from the text along with the answer, I will do regression, because very important and troubling matters have emerged. For each question with its answer from the text, I created a sequence, like: “Now God frees us from…”. A long prayer resulted from this. An important topic, because when there is suffering, there is nothing — there are no changes for the better. The soul serves trances or falls into them, among other things to delay the personality from working with IN and thus from healing and change…

Opublikowano: 21/04/2026
Autor: Sławomir Majda
Kateogrie: Suffering of Body and Soul - Transfigurers of Suffering. Liberating Prayers.

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