Female Tensions, Sexuality and “Uterine Hysteria” – intentions

Uterine hysteria. Let us speculate about the patterns. For 100 years, the term was used in diagnoses of women, as I understand it, with sexual problems — lack of sex and so on. But similar symptoms are also found in men. What psychological and karmic patterns, then, can we generally perceive in this subject?

I would separate historical “hysteria” from sexuality. For centuries it was associated with the uterus — the name itself comes from the Greek hystéra, meaning “uterus” — but the later nineteenth- and early-twentieth-century diagnosis of “hysteria” encompassed an enormous variety of symptoms: fainting, convulsions, paralysis without an identifiable neurological cause, breathlessness, pain, emotional attacks, sensory disturbances, dissociative behaviours and so on. Sexual problems were sometimes included in the explanations, but lack of sex was not simply the cause of “uterine hysteria”.

When we treat the former concept of “hysteria” not as a disease of the uterus, especially in men, but as a historical catch-all category into which various psychological and psychosomatic phenomena were placed, similar mechanisms may indeed occur in both sexes. Today, some former cases might be considered, among other things, in terms of dissociative disorders, functional neurological symptoms, reactions to trauma, anxiety or somatisation, in which difficult emotions and psychological stress are transformed into real physical bodily ailments.

When we speculate about psychological patterns, rather than making a diagnosis, I would primarily see:

• the body speaking on behalf of the Soul. (On behalf of the so-called psyche, since Psyche in Greek means Soul). A person is unable to name tension, conflict, anger, fear or need, and therefore experiences them primarily through the body;
• the karma of the Soul. One should look broadly, from the burdens of prostitutes, witches and Mothers of God to the patterns of a gay man, a paedophile or a broadly understood deviant;
• vows of asceticism and celibacy made in previous incarnations of the Soul, for example in Christianity, Buddhism, Hindu sects and elsewhere;
• self-castrations, so fashionable today in the form of sex reassignment. In Thailand, 2% of the population undergoes castration. I sometimes already encounter people following such an incarnation;
• the desire–prohibition conflict — “I want to, but I am not allowed to”, particularly in relation to sexuality, intimacy, pleasure, aggression, autonomy or opposition;
• intense arousal without the possibility of release — not only sexual release, which during orgasm disperses through the feet, but also emotional release; the body remains in a state of chronic tension;
• suppression of sexuality — shame concerning one’s own desire, prohibition of masturbation, fear of sex, guilt after becoming aroused, conflict between sexual needs and norms acquired from family or religion;
• sexual frustration as one element of a larger conflict — lack of satisfying sex may increase tension, irritability or frustration, but I would not create the simple equation “lack of sex = hysteria”;
• the need for intimacy combined with fear of intimacy — a person simultaneously draws a partner closer and pushes them away;
• fear of abandonment — extremely strong reactions to a partner’s distance, lack of interest, refusal of sex or the feeling of being unimportant;
• the need to confirm one’s own attractiveness — “if I am desired, I am valuable”;
• sex as an emotional regulator — using eroticism, seduction, orgasm or other people’s interest to reduce tension, emptiness, loneliness or fear;
• sex as a field of control — giving and withholding intimacy, provoking jealousy, punishing through refusal, gaining an advantage through sexuality;
• difficulty expressing anger directly — instead of saying “I am furious”, a person becomes ill, faints, suffers, withdraws or reacts dramatically;
• the need to be noticed — increasing expression when ordinary communication of needs produces no result;
• catastrophising experiences — a minor event triggers bodily and emotional reactions disproportionate to the situation;
• suggestibility and susceptibility to the emotional atmosphere of the environment;
• dissociation — cutting oneself off from one’s own emotions, body, memories or sense of reality when tension becomes too intense;
• conversion of psychological conflict into a bodily symptom — not in the sense of consciously “pretending”, but as the genuine experience of a symptom;
• learned dramatic ways of communicating suffering — especially when calm communication was ignored within the family, while a crisis immediately mobilised those around the person;
• an internal conflict between the need for control and the need to surrender to emotions;
• shame concerning one’s own body and its reactions;
• fear of losing control over the body, sexuality or emotions;
• chronic life in a state of autonomic nervous system tension, in which fight, flight, freeze or fainting reactions may be mistakenly interpreted as “hysterical behaviour”.

Interestingly, men themselves provide a strong argument against the literal concept of “uterine hysteria”. A man may, after all, experience functional paralysis, tremors, non-epileptic seizures, fainting, dissociative symptoms, somatisation or a violent emotional reaction without possessing a uterus.

In the context of working with the karma of the Soul, whether through prayer or the intentions technique, an even narrower subject would be particularly interesting: “sexual hysteria” understood not as a medical condition, but as a pattern of increasing tension surrounding desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection, sexual prohibitions, shame and the need to be desired. It has been developed separately for women and men, without repeating the old myth that the uterus is the source of the problem. Although who knows whether the original cause did not lie in a female incarnation and in the burdens of a nymphomaniac. We developed it as two parallel subjects — female and male, treating “sexual hysteria” as a working name for a set of patterns of psychological, emotional and sexual tension rather than as a contemporary medical diagnosis. Analogous male patterns are developed in the text entitled

“Male Sexual and Psychological Tensions – intentions”

Authors: Sławomir Majda, Małgorzata Krata. The identical recurring fragment, forming the core of the idea, is as follows:“being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God”.

Organized freeing oneself from burdens – links to texts, information about recordings, working with intentions, the bow technique >Link.

Technical issues concerning the idea and the construction of sentences when working with intentions.
Art. “800 intentions for cleansing” Link.“One-sentence scheme for intentions.”Link.
Film “The bow after performing intentions” Link.

The word “–not” added to some word while working with intentions means that it is worth expressing it also in its opposite, or even finding and saying aloud any synonyms that come to mind together with their opposites. For example — when saying: being poor, being sick, it is good to say it also with its opposite:–being poor, being sick, –not being poor, not being sick. This allows you to move a given pattern as broadly as possible, touching different aspects, including its opposite. It is also worth knowing that Souls often think or claim that they do not have such opposite patterns — for example, that they are not idolaters in a given case (in a given word). Another example: A woman’s Soul denies ever being a bad mother. Therefore, adding here the negating form — not being a bad mother — may allow her to understand the state she is in. Being a bad mother, –not being a bad mother–“—Oh, absolutely not, never in my life! These are certainly not my patterns. What I do is my private matter.” [—The Soul very often says or thinks this about itself.]

1. our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, trust, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from God Himself, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this,

2. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from all genders of humans, Souls, beings, entities, constructs, animals, plants, extraterrestrials and not only, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this,

3. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from, among others, all kinds, meanings, species, genders and forms of existence of, among others, active and inactive deities, goddesses, divine mothers, divine fathers, divine sons, divine daughters, divine families, Goa’ulds, associates of God, gods, demigods, Asuras, Saints, gurus, masters, teachers, Messiahs, angels, including astral among others Archangels, cherubim, seraphim, astrals, rulers, administrators, owners and creators of astral worlds and soul trees, prophets, and environments acting independently or through intermediaries and not only, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this,

4. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from, among others, physical and astral snakes, worms, predators, viruses, pests, fungi, mold, insects, microorganisms, bacteria, microorganisms and macroorganisms, reptiles, parasites, symbionts, inhabitants of our and others’ energetics, as well as from, among others, all spirits, demons, strzygas, possessing entities, mythical creatures, mythical beings and not only, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this,

5. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from, among others, our and others’ all kinds of miracle workers, healers, folk healers, bioenergy therapists, doctors of body and Soul, of miraculous divine healings, from owners, administrators, fanatics and structures of various initiatory practices, among others religious, parareligious and such as Reiki, from witches, magicians, shamans, visionaries, oracles, from signs in heaven and on earth, from sorceresses, sorcerers, from magic, from elements, yogis, tantrics, and not only, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this,

6. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from, among others, all those establishing criteria of purity, guilt, merit and readiness, including the enlightened, those enlightening, whitening and correspondingly blackening themselves and others, among others humans, Souls, beings, parts of our and others’ Soul and being, from those striving for nirvana, for salvation, liberation, redemption, achieving them, from admirers and creators of all astral compressions, all heavens, hells, paradises, purgatories, astral worlds and not only, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this,

7. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from, among others, all atheists, agnostics, heretics, followers of Baháʼí, tribal religions, polytheism, animism, totemism, Taoism, Shintō, Sikhism, Jainism, ahimsa, Ayyavazhi, followers of Wicca, followers of Buddhism, druidism, voodoo, Theravāda, Mahāyāna, Chan, Zen, Sŏn, Amidism, Pure Land School, Tendai, Shingon, Tibetan Buddhism, Nyingma, Kagyu, Sakya, Jonang, Gelug, Bon and not only, as well as from their priests, creators, followers, promoters and not only, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

8. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from, among others, Jesus, the Apostles, the Church Fathers, All Saints, the Our Father, the Holy Spirit, as well as, among others, followers, creators, priests and administrators of all Christian sects, among others Old Catholicism, the Utrecht Churches, national churches, Mariavitism, Catholicism, Eastern Catholicism, Greek Catholicism, the Roman Catholic Church, sedevacantism, conclavism, Palmarianism, Lefebvrists, Anglicanism, Orthodoxy, from Byzantine churches, Orthodox churches, Old Believers, Popovtsy, Bezpopovtsy, Skoptsy, Old Calendarists, Oriental churches, Copts, Syriacs, Assyrian churches, Adventists, Millerism, Anabaptism, followers of Arianism, Baptism, Moravian Brethren, Plymouth Brethren, Hussitism, Calvinism, Congregationalism, Presbyterianism, Quakers, Lutheranism, Mennonitism, Methodism, Pentecostalism, Salvationism, Unitarianism, Waldensians, Amish, Restorationism, the Bábí movement, Jehovah’s Witnesses, the Association of Free Bible Students, Holy Missionary Movements, followers of Unitarianism, Mormons, Churches of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, Community of Christ, Afro-Christianity such as Aladura, Harrism, Kimbanguism, Lumba and not only, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

9. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from, among others, followers, creators, priests and administrators of, among others, cosmologies, ascetic practices, concepts of purity and defilement, enslavement, including, among others, Jainism, Digambaras, Sthanakavasis, Śvetāmbaras, Gnostics, followers of Manichaeism, Mandaeism, from all branches and sects, among others, Vaishnavism, Krishnaism, Shaivism, Lingayats, Shaktism, Mazdaism, Persian religions, Mazdakism, Mithraism and not only, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

10. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from followers, creators, priests and administrators of the world of Islam, among others Alawites, Alevis, Kharijites, Sunnis, Shiites, Imamis, Ismailis, Zaydis, followers of Sufism, Ahmadiyya, Black Islam, Moors, the Nation of Islam, Druzism, Ahl-e-Haqq, Zikris, scripturalism, Quranism, Yazidism and not only, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

11. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from, among others, promoters, creators, priests and followers of all sects and factions of Judaism, among others Falashas called Black Jews, Messianic Judaism including Hasidic, Conservative, Orthodox, Progressive, Reconstructionist Judaism, Karaimism, Mosaicism, Samaritanism and not only, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

12. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from, among others, creators, organizers, administrators and followers of so-called new religious, spiritual and parareligious movements, charismatic such as, among others, Bábism, Baháʼí, Cheondoism, Cao Dai, Shakers, Cargo Cults, Falun Gong, Modekngei, New Age, Realism, Rastafari, Scientology, Quan Yin Method, Wicca, “I Am,” Asatru, Hellenism, Slavic Native Faith, International Intelligent Yoga, Transcendental Meditation, Divine Light Mission, International Society for Krishna Consciousness, Neo-Sannyas (Osho), Radha Soami, Sathya Sai Baba, Swaminarayan Faith, Harrism, Confucianism, Santería, Sikhism, Shinto, Taoism, Zoroastrianism and not only, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

13. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from promoters, creators, priests, administrators and followers of all, among others, beliefs, religions, sects and factions, as well as inhabitants of supercontinents, continents and prehistoric, primal and mythical lands such as, among others, Pangaea, Gondwana, Atlantis, Lemuria, Mu, Gobi, native religions of Africa, Australia, Oceania, Asia, Europe, the Americas and other places on Earth and not only, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

14. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from, among others, all kinds of tyrants, despots, sociopaths, executioners, terrorists, blackmailers, judges, lawyers, prosecutors, accusers, masters, rulers, superiors, supervisors, employers, co-workers, clients, payers, manipulators, hypnotists, kings, princes, courts, advisors, messengers, notaries, secretaries, structures of state, religious and administrative authority, as well as from all creators and promoters of various destructive inventions and practices, including such as implanted substances, viruses, parasites, bio-robots, artifacts, as well as games and plays such as Jumanji, the Infinity Stones, the Rings of Power, Game of Thrones and not only, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

15. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from all kinds of civilizations, among others carbon-based, silicon-based, crystalline, energetic, material, as well as, among others, all planets, constellations, cosmos, stars, moons, comets, asteroids, galaxies, cosmic dust, black holes, suns, celestial bodies, from their movements, positions, influences, among others gravitational, energetic, radioactive and symbolic, as well as all, among others, their owners, administrators, creators, tenants, users and not only, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

16. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from all kinds, sizes and meanings of our and others’, among others, amulets, talismans, garments, artifacts, gadgets, objects and instruments, plasma, musical, magical and non-magical, from rings, seals, wands, elixirs, herbs, smokes, incenses, songs, mantras, sacred texts, plants, animals, divination methods, rituals, superstitions, from Holy Communion, from offerings made to someone or something, devotional items, images, figures, sculptures, paintings, states of intoxication, sacraments, drugs, sweets, addictions, alcohols, spiritual and physical ecstasies, shamanism, mysticism, all utopias, escape from reality or submission to promises of fulfillment, salvation, power or perfection and not only, as well as, among others, all kinds of their creators, promoters, owners, users, beneficiaries and not only, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

17. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from all kinds, sizes and meanings of, among others, all forms and causes of enslavements, confinements, entanglements such as, among others, nets, ropes, chains, leashes, collars, cells, prisons, cages, hooks, stocks, restraints, pyramids, protomolecules, structures operating openly or covertly, temporarily or permanently, locally or systemically, their equivalents, substitutes and not only, as well as all, among others, their enthusiasts, creators, promoters, beneficiaries, victims, guards, witnesses and followers and not only, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

18. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from all kinds and sizes of, among others, rituals, cults, nominations, anointments, permissions, guidelines, agreements, oaths, promises, contracts, orders, prohibitions, bonds, missions, vows, pacts, acts, arrangements, treaties, other forms of formal or symbolic binding of will, functioning through granting binding power to a given word, gesture or act, through sanctioning obedience and disobedience, regulating access, status and responsibility, reinforcing dependencies through promise, threat, reward or punishment, as well as normalizing subordination as law, duty, mission or destiny and not only, as well as all, among others, their creators, promoters, beneficiaries, priests, guards, victims, witnesses and followers and not only, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

19. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from our own and others’, including licensed, among others, guards, verifiers, collectors, mediators, bailiffs, intermediaries, witnesses, creators, founders, security personnel, representatives of opposition, censors, promoters, beneficiaries, victims of our and others’ actions, intentions, manifestations and not only, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

20. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from, among others, all kinds, sizes, meanings, genders, races, species of, among others, parents, caregivers, dependents, teachers, spouses, lovers, children, siblings, sisters, brothers, aunts, uncles, cousins, entire lineages, families, communities, social strata, grandfathers, grandmothers, relatives and non-relatives, from persons of the same or different gender, as well as from our and others’, among others, elements of physical and energetic structure, organs, tissues, cells, atoms, converters, systems and assemblies, biological, physical, chemical, energetic, clock-based, digital, their mechanisms of operation, feedback loops and boundary states, all programs controlling them at all levels, spaces, planes, elements and not only, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

21. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, beliefs, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from all kinds, meanings, ranks, levels, genders of, among others, associations, brotherhoods, communities, communes, schools, unions, organizations, collective structures, including, among others, administrative, military, civil, secular, medical, financial, religious, messianic, spiritual, economic, public, political, criminal, intelligence, sexual, drug-related, alcoholic, state, global, cosmic, multidimensional, spacetime and not only, and not experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

22. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from, among others, weather, nature, elements, the time of day and night, the season, date, calendars, astrology, astronomy, numerology, meteorology, ambient temperature, pressure, frequencies, cycles, colors, sounds, rhythms, vibrations, humidity, the height of the Sun in the sky, from the factor of time and not only, and experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

23. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from, among others, our and others’ codings, from thought-forms, blockages, burdens, patterns, points of view, ways of understanding, from entanglements, crosses and karmic knots, from karmic figures, relationships, schemes, from conspiracies of silence, from planetary cycles, from the wheel of karma, from the wheel of fortune, from flat and spatial geometric figures, from anomalies, from mirror reflections, from fate, chance, accumulation, from lotteries, statistics, feedback loops, from luck, bad luck, curses, spells, letters, words, signs, symbols, digits, numbers, alphabets, mandalas, tattoos, from confirmation effects, from repositories of burdens and patterns, from determinants, ornaments, chips, injuries, disabilities, diseases, from emptiness, vacuum, nothingness in the mind and life, as well as from their producers, promoters, victims, beneficiaries and not only, and experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

24. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this through the normalization of the role of the human and the Soul as an object of worship, in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity, intentions and correspondingly their absence from, among others, our own and, through us, others’ all idolatrous figures, acts, intentions, designs, patterns, habits, as well as from those who pray to us as to gods, to deities, to beings not of this world, to masters, Saints, to the enlightened, to astral beings; as well as from those treating us, or others, as intermediaries to God, intermediaries to all deities, goddesses; as well as from those worshipping us, praising us, adoring us; as well as from those who pray for us to deities, goddesses, extraterrestrials in our name, in our matters, for our good, and correspondingly from those who curse us in prayers, cast curses and spells, who want to take revenge in all ways and not only, and experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

25. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from all, among others, varieties, associations, groups, circles, ideological, ritual and operational currents, among others demonic, satanic, Luciferian, war-related, military, magical, black-magical, tantric, black-tantric, white-astral, flame groups, the Left-Hand Path, as well as from, among others, battle shock, from pogroms, turmoil, from black suns, necromancers, beings of gloom, beings of darkness, forces of evil, demons, rulers of hells, guardian devils, Cainites, Satan, Lucifer, Beelzebub, Kali, strzygas, beings and Souls that have fallen, horned, rebellious, deceitful, aggressive beings, filled with pride, egoism and not only, and experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

26. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from all kinds, sizes, races, meanings and genders of conditions connected with sexuality, drive, role and behavior, including, among others, sex addicts, lesbians, gays, transvestites, rapists, sadomasochists, celibates, eunuchs, brothel madams, pimps, prostitutes, deviants, perverts, pedophiles, zoophiles, coprophiles, coprophages, incestuous persons, pansexuals, hormonal cycles, from inbreeding and not only, and experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

27. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this because of, among others, our and others’ actions connected with the End of the World, in the period of 2012, with other Ends of the World, with the search for God and ultimate meaning, with Apocalypses, Armageddons, with the ends of civilizations, epochs, orders, with our and God’s actions in the area of the cosmic egg and during subsequent Aeons, with creating or blocking extraordinary actions, as well as through cyclical resetting of meanings, responsibility and identity in the face of an expected or postponing end, new beginning or rebirths and not only, and experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

28. and our own, and through us other people’s, from all causes and by all means, and being those women who experience increasing psychological, emotional and bodily tension connected with their own sexuality, need for intimacy, desire, lack of fulfilment, rejection or inability to freely express their own sexual needs; respectively suppressing their own desire, sexual needs, fantasies, longing for touch, intimacy and being desired because of shame, fear, upbringing, moral, religious, family or social prohibitions, as well as because of the sexual karma of the Soul’s other incarnations; respectively experiencing a conflict between what the body desires, what the Soul desires and what the personality allows itself; respectively feeling that their own sexual needs are improper, dirty, dangerous, sinful, humiliating or evidence of weakness; respectively accumulating unexpressed sexual and emotional tension until it leads to irritability, crying, outbursts of anger, despair, sudden mood changes, impulsive behaviours or bodily symptoms; respectively transferring sexual frustration onto men close to them, family, children, those around them, work and everyday conflicts; respectively seeking fulfilment in sex, sexual interest or confirmation of their own attractiveness in order to regain peace, a sense of security and their own value; respectively making their own well-being dependent on whether a partner shows interest, desires them, touches them, initiates sexual intercourse and confirms their attractiveness; respectively experiencing sexual refusal as rejection of themselves as women, loss of their own value, humiliation or proof of a lack of love; respectively reacting with anger, crying, grievances, withdrawal, punishment, jealousy or dramatisation to the lack of expected sexual intimacy; respectively desiring sexuality and simultaneously fearing it, provoking intimacy and withdrawing from it, seducing and rejecting, demanding interest and fearing its consequences; respectively using sexuality to regulate fear, loneliness, tension, emotional emptiness, a sense of insignificance or the need to be noticed; respectively using their own attractiveness, sexuality, availability or sexual refusal as ways of gaining control over a partner and the relationship; respectively experiencing unexpressed psychological conflicts through the body, muscular tension, pain, weakness, a sense of breathlessness, trembling, heart palpitations or other genuinely experienced bodily reactions; respectively creating a severe crisis so that those around them notice the suffering that they are unable to communicate calmly and directly; respectively learning to recognise their own tensions, emotions, sexual needs and needs for intimacy without having to transform them into a crisis, conflict or bodily symptoms, completing these processes with God and not only, all this in dependence and correspondingly in independence from, among others, the will, guidelines, opinions, actions, commands, resolutions, suggestions, inspirations, graces, generosity and correspondingly their absence from, among others, our Soul, our entire being and not only, as well as from being healthy or physically ill, energetically stable or unstable or mentally-psychically ill, curably ill, or chronically, or incurably ill, as well as from being disabled persons, persons with injuries, persons ailing, directly ill or having symptoms or karmic effects, inbred effects, among others, of various diseases, ailments, infirmities, from genetic, epigenetic, environmental burdens and not only, and experiencing that which is our own and, through us, caused in others, all effects of this

Opublikowano: 13/08/2026
Autor: Sławomir Majda
Kateogrie: A woman and a man in mutual relations, Health

Comments