Children of Sparta and Beyond. Prayer

Author: Małgorzata Krata

I forgive myself for having once incarnated in such times and lands where children were treated as objects and even as beings of a lower category than adults, as incomplete human beings. I forgive myself for being treated as an object when I was a child, and for the period of my childhood and growing up being ignored both by my parents and by society. I forgive all my loved ones, my mommy, my daddy, my guardians, for not noticing my needs, my feelings, for not recognizing the specific rights and conditions governing my childhood. I forgive all those who, believing that children stood very low in the social hierarchy, disregarded my needs, feelings, emotions, and my development.

I accept and appreciate my present incarnation as an effective tool serving the highest good of myself and other beings. I accept and appreciate my present incarnation in a human body as a path of effectively freeing myself from my own entanglements, and I thank God for such an opportunity. I accept and appreciate all my mommies, all my daddies, all my relatives and acquaintances with whom I incarnated many times, for our shared achievements and co-creation with God. I now apologize to all my mommies and all my daddies for throwing obstacles in the way of their own development and for often bringing them new entanglements and suffering. I forgive all my mommies, all my daddies, all my relatives and acquaintances for not supporting me in my development when I was still a child. I now forgive all my mommies, all my daddies, all my teachers and educators and other beings who from my earliest years taught me idolatry and how to worship other beings and other souls instead of the one true God. I now thank God and all my mommies, my daddies, and all beings who taught me how I should love God, myself, and other beings.

I forgive all those who had no heart and no tenderness for me as a child. I accept that the natural way infants and small children communicate with the world is through crying, as a reaction to all discomfort and as a way of calling for my mommy and my daddy. I accept that by crying and even screaming at the top of my lungs I was trying to communicate with others, including my parents. I forgive myself for not being able to communicate with the world in another way. I forgive myself for the frustration and anger that often grew inside me as a child because I was unable to express my needs. I forgive my mommy, my daddy, my guardians, midwives, my loved ones, and all those beings who at that time could not or did not want to understand what I was trying to tell them and what I needed. I thank everyone, including my mommies, my daddies, and other beings who always knew how to respond to my crying and my calling in a manner worthy of a being full of light, in a way that gave me peace and faith that I love and am loved. I thank all my mommies, my daddies, guardians, and all adults who always had time for me so that I could learn life, love, and the joy of existence anew. I thank all my mommies and my daddies who properly and rightly showed and taught me how to follow God, the Giver of Life, in a way worthy of a being full of light, how to co-create with God, and how to love God and other beings.

I forgive all those to whom the dignity of me as a child and the dignity of other children did not matter, who could not and would not notice the dignity and rights of children.

I thank all those who defended and still defend the rights of children; I appreciate and accept this.

I forgive all those who believed that according to medical and philosophical knowledge childhood ended at the age of seven. I also apologize to all children, including my own, whom I myself pushed into adulthood and even into the hands of other beings at the age of merely seven years old, beings who had no mercy or respect for children’s undeveloped bodies, minds, and psyches. I now forgive all my mommies and daddies who at the age of seven got rid of me from home, sending me into various forms of servitude and forcing me to work beyond my strength.

I forgive myself for once incarnating in nations where children were treated as property of the state and raised solely for the use of the state. I forgive all those who treated me that way as a child. I forgive all those who in various nations and beyond respected children as human beings only when they were strong and healthy. I forgive all my mommies, my daddies, and all those who evaluated me as a newborn before various Councils of Elders according to my usefulness to the state, society, or the military. I forgive all councils, councils of elders, and all adults who considered me as a child useless, weak, and worthless and who denied me the right to life and development. I now forgive all adults, all my mommies, daddies, and creators of merciless laws who threw me as a weak and sickly child into abysses, including on Spartan mountains, into cemeteries, and elsewhere. I forgive all those who killed me as a child in various heartless and inhuman ways. I accept that I myself could have treated my own and others’ children similarly, or contributed to eliminating them and discarding them as useless and unnecessary. I now apologize to all those children and their souls whom I myself eliminated and killed by throwing them into wells, casting them into abysses, or abandoning them in deserts.

I forgive my mommies, my daddies, and guardians from whom I did not receive care, tenderness, and love, who already as an infant trained and prepared me for harsh living conditions and hardships by leaving me in dark rooms, hungry, crying, sick, and suffering without love in my heart. I forgive my mommies, including Spartan mothers, who rarely fed or changed me as an infant, who did not care for my health, and who, in order not to become emotionally attached to me, exchanged me with other families who also had children.

I forgive all those who in various lands and also in Sparta raised me according to the idea that a valuable and useful person is one who is strong, ready to fight, devoted and obedient to the state, athletic, beautiful, and harmoniously built. I forgive myself for coming into the world to fulfill such and similar goals, and I forgive myself for not meeting such expectations as a child.

I forgive myself for once believing that a good daddy is one who is strict, a good citizen and soldier at the same time, who has unlimited authority over his children, even the power over life and death. I forgive all those who convinced me of this.

I forgive myself for once believing that a good mommy is one who is obedient to her husband, strict toward children, capable of sacrifice, patriotic, and who raises children in the spirit of patriotism and military ideals. I forgive all my mommies who treated me coldly and with distance in order to prepare me from childhood to be brave, ruthless, and devoid of compassion toward other beings.

I forgive myself for already as a child practicing being a good warrior in the yard by playing gladiators, athletes, or waving sticks pretending they were swords.

I forgive myself for incarnating in lands, including ancient Rome, where there was no protection for disabled, weak, sick, or impaired children, and where such infants were deprived of life, especially girls. Together with my soul I also apologize for having once eliminated such children ourselves. I realize that such children are also children of God, who in such bodies have their own purposes and tasks within God’s plan.

I forgive myself for incarnating in lands where the law legally permitted the rape and killing of children or the deliberate starvation of children to death, and I forgive all those who killed me as a child in such ways. I forgive all my mommies and daddies who allowed me to starve to death. I return freedom and liberty to them and allow them to leave with love and in the light. I also apologize to all my children whom I personally or through other beings starved to death. I ask Almighty God for all forms of recompense for those beings and allow them to leave my life with love and in the light.

I forgive myself for being an orphan and an unwanted child, an outcast of society, a street child without rights, treated by society no differently than dogs and other animals. I forgive myself for being dependent on the mercy, goodwill, or lack thereof of other beings, adults, and society. I forgive all those beings who during such incarnations showed me no goodwill.

I forgive myself for as a street child and outcast often being placed in prisons and dungeons together with adults, thereby growing up in corruption, scandal, and demoralization. I forgive all those beings who prepared such a fate for me and who gave me no opportunity to grow in the light of God and who did not understand co-creation with God. I also apologize to all those children whom I myself placed in such prisons, condemning them to suffering and demoralization. I return freedom and liberty to them all through the power of God’s love.

I forgive myself for coming into the world as an illegitimate child born to an unmarried mother. I forgive myself for being despised, pointed at, called a bastard, an unclean child, a child of unlawful birth or a mistaken child. I realize that my soul and I had such intentions to be born under such circumstances, and therefore I am free from accusing my mommy for the fate that befell me. I also forgive all my daddies who rejected me as a child, removing me from their lives and memories and treating my mommy in the same way. I also apologize to all my illegitimate children for whom I did not create conditions for life within a complete family. I now return full freedom and liberty to my mommies, my daddies, and also to my children who incarnated with me at that time, forming incomplete families.

I forgive myself for being wrapped as a child in swaddling cloths, tight corsets, or tied to chairs, stoves, doorknobs, and furniture in order to emphasize my helplessness. I forgive all my parents, mommies, and daddies who used such forms of enslavement against me. I also apologize to all my own and other children whom I treated similarly. I realize that for proper development of joints, bones, walking, and psyche, a child needs movement, space, and freedom; therefore I am free from being restrained and from restraining other beings and other children.

I forgive myself for throughout so many centuries not being able to notice or understand the needs of children. I now open myself to divine knowledge and divine support in understanding how I should best and most worthily manifest myself as a parent or guardian for my own and others’ children.

I forgive myself for incarnating in lands, times, and places where due to backwardness or lack of developed civilization children died very often. I forgive myself that because of this people did not become emotionally attached to me and did not surround me with love so as not to suffer in case of my death. I forgive all mommies, daddies, and loved ones who approached me in this way, and I apologize to my children whom I treated similarly.

I forgive myself for once coming into the world in societies where it was considered normal to arrange marriages for small children by family decision. I forgive all my mommies and daddies who did not give me the right to choose my own wife or husband and who already as a child married me off to a chosen candidate. I forgive my own intentions that caused such things to happen in my life and that caused me to live in unhappy marriages for such reasons. I also apologize to all my children for whom I made similar decisions. I realize that every being and every human has the right to independently choose their own husband or wife. I realize that by choosing spouses for my children I was taking responsibility for another person’s happiness or unhappiness. I am free from deciding such matters for my children, and I thank God for reversing all the consequences of this. Never again do I need to arrange marriages for my own children or fulfill the expectations of such arrangements imposed by my parents. With God’s support I allow myself to be an independent being and to independently decide with whom I will live, with whom I will create a family, and with whom I will have children. I return freedom to all those beings who insist otherwise and who still want to organize my life.

Opublikowano: 18/05/2026
Autor: Sławomir Majda
Kateogrie: The Prostitute and the Soldier [PTSD, Combat Shock]

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