Karma of the Soldier and Commander. Cleansing Prayer.

I place here only a short introduction to a long prayer releasing from the past of a soldier and commander. Those interested should work through it simultaneously with prayers releasing from the karma of a prostitute.

It is all right and safe when every day I accept and love myself more and more.

I now completely forgive myself all my fears experienced in life. I now completely forgive myself all fears and anxieties having their source in my past as a soldier, leader and commander. I now completely forgive myself fear diluted with money and alcohol.

I now completely forgive myself that in childhood I ran around the yard with a stick pretending it was a rifle and shot my peers with it. I now forgive the evil being generated by all those who play at wars and battles.

I now forgive the evil being generated by all those mothers who intentionally gave birth to soldiers and warriors. I now forgive the evil being generated by all those who trained killers and fighting men. I forgive that I willingly bought myself plastic soldiers to perfect my commander’s tactics and train myself in troop movements. I now completely forgive myself that I once collected military medals and decorations. I now completely forgive myself that I studied the history of military affairs, battles and admired over centuries the changing uniforms of soldiers, elements of their clothing and weaponry. I now completely forgive myself that many of my incarnations I spent in the military as a soldier and guard.

I now completely forgive myself that through a crack of doubt in God, and in His divine love, there once flowed into my life the desire to fight, the need to be a hero, and the will to experience extraordinary, heroic deeds.

I now completely forgive myself that true fear devouring me from within, which I felt in the military and security services.

I now completely forgive myself that as a soldier or guard exposed to loss of health and life, I feared for myself.

I now completely forgive myself that I hesitated whether I was doing right carrying deadly tools with me. Now I do not have to hesitate. I completely resign from covering myself with weapons, from carrying weapons with me. God and His love for me protect me. My love for myself and the universe protects me.

Free me now God from believing that peace and love announce wars, that from wars arise peace, joy, fulfillment and a chamber full of stolen treasures. I now completely forgive myself that I once let myself be carried away by the idea of struggle, the atmosphere of conflict and battle noise.

I now forgive the evil being generated by all those who treat and treated battlefields, the death of soldiers and civilians like a puppet theater with moving dolls. I now forgive the evil being generated by all those fascinated by watching the theater of warfare. I now forgive the evil being generated by all those who initiate struggles and wars and who perceive the death of thousands or millions of people only in the context of statistics and columns of numbers. I now forgive the evil being generated by all those excited by watching battles and deadly duels. I now forgive the evil being generated by all those whose only desire is to use times of chaos to enlarge themselves, the scope of their possibilities, and gain more points in their own games.

I now completely forgive myself that as a commander and soldier I unsuccessfully tried to communicate with mentally limited people, closed in their visions and ideas. I now forgive the evil being generated by all those who feed their senses on the suffering of others. I now forgive the evil being generated by all those who still gladly watch fights and battles even on television. I now forgive the evil being generated by all those who play shooting games on computers. I now forgive the evil being generated by all those who on computer monitors destroy others with rifles, shovels and other cheap combat equipment. I now forgive the evil being generated by all creators and sellers of such games and amusements.

I free myself here and now from all patterns of anxiety taken over from the environment, patterns of struggle. Free me now God from all greed for fighting and waging battles with other living divine beings after all.

I now completely forgive myself that incarnating in many countries and places on Earth, I once worshiped gods of war and destruction. I now completely forgive myself that I yielded to various ancient deities deciding life and death. I now completely forgive myself that I once wished for military success and support from idols and spirits directing wars. I now completely forgive myself that I once sought support from the planet Mars and energies connected with it. I now completely forgive myself that I paid homage to the war planet Mars and powers and energies connected with this planet. By Your love make me now God innocent and completely free from the effects, consequences of my confusion regarding my former belief in gods of war, in the war force of the planet Mars.

Free me now God from needs and intentions of drawing inspiration for struggle from spirits, demons, immaterial beings as well as those possessing a physical body.

I… now completely forgive myself that I took over patterns of mental confusion, as well as intentions, trances, missions, obligations from those people who suggested to me and convinced me that God is a god of war, struggle and suffering for unbelievers and those thinking differently.

I now forgive the evil being generated by all those who blessed and still bless soldiers and armies going to struggle and battles.

I now completely forgive myself that I wasted my courage, my power and love on great plans of conquest and aggression. I now completely forgive myself that as a victorious commander I led my people into struggle and suffering like water flowing downward. I now completely forgive myself that I used divine power for destruction, struggle and killing. I now completely forgive myself that I thus once lost support in God, in divine strength, care and divine protection.

I now return freedom and liberty to all my military commanders, my soldier superiors. I allow them to leave in love.

I now completely forgive myself that the army and military life also entered my dreams and became for many years a constant element of my night experiences. I now completely forgive myself that I repeatedly experienced dreams about the military, about my experiences as a soldier. I now completely forgive myself that in dreams I constantly returned to military life. I now completely forgive myself that in dreams I longed for the military and the sense of freedom I imagined there. I now completely forgive myself that after many years I was unable to part from the military and though only in dreams I was still an active soldier. By Your love make me now God innocent and completely free from further dreaming about the military, about the army and give me now what You have for me better than this confusion. By Your love God give me now life and dreams full of safety and love. Give me now God life, and dreams full of wonderful, innocent experiences bringing peace and love.

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• s_majda writes:
17/11/2008 at 11:24 (Edit)

“Hi Sławek,” shouted a 2.5-year-old girl through Skype when yesterday I was speaking with her parents. During that time her Soul was reporting to me that we know each other very well. She had been my officer in ancient Rome, and in some country of the Indians. The child was moved by establishing contact again.

She promises her own daddy that one day she will defeat him.

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• s_majda writes:
22/12/2008 at 14:31 (Edit)

The commander of the light cavalry at Somosierra (on the French side) used to say that a cavalryman who had not fallen before thirty was worth nothing.

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• s_majda writes:
10/06/2010 at 21:02 (Edit)

Playing tennis and observing players allowed me to release several soldier-related burdens.

1. Long independent practice against a wall my soul associated with exercises in fencing with a heavy sword. In many cultures soldiers practiced for hours with a heavy wooden pole about a meter long. The goal was to build arm endurance for prolonged effort connected with swinging. The tennis racket reminded me precisely of that exercise.
2. The first serve with a step forward also clearly associates with knightly behavior and the desire to strike down the opponent.
3. The soul’s pull toward struggle, emotions, desire for domination, victory are obvious. I myself was once surprised how well I played cold, detached. Playing simply to move the body rather than playing to win.

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• s_majda writes:
08/09/2011 at 19:08 (Edit)

The English longbow made from yew had a draw weight of 70 KG. A modern, well-built, athletic man struggles to draw a bow with a draw weight of 50 KG. Archers probably had deformed shoulders from excessive effort.

In the Vedas I found a record that Indian knights had visible marks on their backs from carrying bows.

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• Sławomir M. writes:
17/10/2012 at 20:58 (Edit)

Intentions regarding being a soldier, commander, leader and killer
Received from Mr. G.J.

Let us remember to engage the Soul in every sentence of the prayer.

1. our being soldiers, commanders, leaders and killers originating from alcoholic, narcotic and hypnotic trances
2. our being soldiers and commanders from the desire to become heroes
3. our being soldiers and commanders for fame and splendor
4. our being soldiers and commanders for applause and glory
5. our being soldiers and commanders in order to attract attention from the environment
6. our being soldiers and commanders for adventure and increasing adrenaline
7. our being soldiers and commanders for material and financial benefits
8. our being soldiers, commanders, leaders and killers resulting from trances, vibrations, patterns, vows, initiations encoded in various martial arts schools
9. our being soldiers, commanders, leaders and killers resulting from the karma of the tyrant and despot
10. our being soldiers, commanders, leaders and killers as a burden originating from the karma of the prostitute, pimp and brothel keeper
11. our being soldiers, commanders, leaders and killers in order to take revenge on our enemies
12. our being soldiers, commanders resulting from love of displaying force and power and dominating over other beings
13. our being soldiers, commanders resulting from admiration for knightly glory and the clash of arms
14. our manifesting trances of killing, destruction and looting originating from the karma of the soldier, commander, leader and killer
15. our manifesting trances of anger, hatred resulting from the karma of the soldier, commander, leader and killer
16. our war madness of the soldier-commander-killer originating from the influence of the planet Mars and energies connected with it
17. our fascination with weapons, equipment and all forms of arms resulting from the karma of the soldier, commander and killer
18. our participation in various crusades against other physical and astral beings and all effects of this
19. our participation in crusades resulting from accepted vows, obligations, missions and all effects of this
20. our being crusaders as a result of accepted missions and vows and all effects of this
21. our having in the soul’s energetics all embedded material and energetic swords, spears, daggers, arrows, bullets and other objects for wounding and killing originating from the karma of the soldier, commander, leader and killer
22. our possessing blocks in the brain, cerebellum, heart and nervous system resulting from the karma of the soldier, commander, leader and killer
23. our possessing blocks in other organs and tissues of the physical body resulting from the karma of the soldier, commander, leader and killer
24. our possessing blocks in above-ground chakras resulting from the karma of the soldier, commander, leader and killer
25. our possessing blocks in the main chakras of the physical body resulting from the karma of the soldier, commander, leader and killer
26. our possessing blocks in underground chakras resulting from the karma of the soldier, commander, leader and killer
27. our possessing blocks in DNA and RNA chains resulting from the karma of the soldier, commander, leader and killer
28. our possessing blocks in endocrine glands resulting from the karma of the soldier, commander, leader and killer
29. our possessing blocks in manifesting financial and material wealth resulting from the karma of the soldier, commander, leader and killer
30. possessing patterns blocking finding, manifestation and fulfillment in professional work resulting from guilt regarding the karmic past of the soldier, commander, leader and killer
31. our intentions, energy patterns, codings, anchors, pressure and vibrations of the soldier, commander, leader and killer originating from the White Astral
32. our intentions, energy patterns, codings, anchors, pressure and vibrations of the soldier, commander, leader and killer originating from black magic, satanic and luciferian practices and resonating with them
33. our intentions, energy patterns, codings, anchors, pressure and vibrations of the soldier, commander, leader and killer originating from energetic gods, demigods, asuras and gurus
34. our intentions, energy patterns, codings, anchors, pressure and vibrations of the soldier, commander, leader and killer originating from foreign energetic and material civilizations
35. our intentions, energy patterns, codings, anchors, pressure and vibrations of the soldier, commander, leader and killer originating from violet Belial, archangels and the violet flame group
36. our intentions, energy patterns, codings, anchors, pressure and vibrations of the soldier, commander, leader and killer originating from the karma of the Third Reich
37. our intentions, energy patterns, codings, anchors, pressure and vibrations of the soldier, commander, leader and killer originating from idolatrous practices
38. our intentions, energy patterns, codings, anchors, pressure and vibrations of the soldier, commander, leader and killer taken from parents and surroundings in early childhood and during the prenatal period
39. our intentions, energy patterns, codings, anchors, pressure and vibrations of the soldier, commander, leader and killer instilled into us by astral and incarnated lizards
40. our trauma, guilt for all crimes and wrongdoings committed toward other beings and their souls resulting from the past of the soldier, commander, leader and killer
41. our manifesting fear patterns, depression and anxieties regarding all crimes and wrongdoings toward other beings and their souls resulting from the past of the soldier, commander, leader and killer
42. our possessing patterns maintaining emptiness, loneliness, void, nothingness resulting from the past of the soldier, commander, leader and killer
43. our maintaining and creating pain, suffering and sacrifice for ourselves resulting from the past of the soldier, commander, leader and killer
44. our experiencing moral decline and lowered self-esteem as a result of doing evil resulting from the past of the soldier, commander and leader and killer
45. our experiencing psychological disturbances originating from the karma of the soldier, commander, leader and killer
46. our punishing ourselves and our Soul with guilt and various ailments, illnesses for military past
47. possessing in the heart, body, mind and soul all harmful intentions, trances, codings, anchors, networks, vibrations unknown to me but known to You God of Creative Love resulting from the karma of the soldier, commander, leader and killer

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• s_majda writes:
22/04/2013 at 19:03 (Edit)

There are different views on the future of an officer. A question arose why after the war:

-general Maczek became a bartender
-general Bór-Komorowski became an upholsterer
-general Sosabowski became a warehouse worker

There is essentially one answer. What is a king, leader, general, or pope suited for in the next incarnation?

What good can such a person contribute to the life of family and society?

Each seeks that answer independently.

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• Anonymous writes:
09/01/2016 at 13:08 (Edit)

I once had visions, I saw crowds of soldiers before me… Now one of D said to me, “You were once my commander.” Well then no more confirmations are needed. Yes, I read here “general Maczek became a bartender, general Bór-Komorowski an upholsterer.” Now I understand my incarnation… These constant unfulfillments…

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• s_majda writes:
01/05/2016 at 16:25 (Edit)

We went with my husband for a walk through Sandomierz and spontaneously I said we are going to the castle, there is a museum there… strange too that I had NEVER been there (it is darkest under the lamp) we watched many exhibits from different eras but also much data from the Swedish Deluge, I walk and see a huge wall CASTLE BURNED DURING THE INVASION OF KARL GUSTAV 2000 PEOPLE DIED… wall with paintings from that invasion, paintings, cannon etc. — maybe God directed us there… I reacted emotionally, I felt like screaming in despair over all of it… and suddenly it came to me “WE LIVED HERE,” but I do not know who, maybe someone from my family… I started apologizing in my thoughts, making judgments, requests for compensation etc. From a received letter.

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• Anonymous writes:
17/11/2016 at 19:44 (Edit)

I saw the film “With Fire and Sword” and barracks were being shown. I thought battle, war is such entertainment, it contains everything… they like it, that is why they do it. There are friends and jokes, something is happening. One must devise tricks, ambushes, tactics, prove bravery, courage… Drink, eat especially drink… Give orders… And if successful, take lands and enemy treasures… Gain wealth, glory, fame, power and even new “female conquests.” And if not — then with friends in barracks… this and that… and make a train with attached wagons, as gay men usually do. Or roam with goats. Everything they like is there on site. Sitting at home is boredom: women, children must be fed, work the land. That is what I thought… what this war thing is about…

Opublikowano: 26/05/2026
Autor: Sławomir Majda
Kateogrie: The Prostitute and the Soldier [PTSD, Combat Shock]

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