Monastic life. A prayer decoding the consequences.
God, please now open my heart and my Soul. I have forgiven my Soul and personality for once again abandoning the family and entering a contemplative monastery. I have forgiven my Soul and its personality for becoming a monk and priest more than once and, for honours and power, abandoning their family and children. I have forgiven myself for continually escaping to monasteries and religious orders, wanting to protect my life and refusing to give up my views and the blockages of my little heart. I have forgiven my Soul and its monastic personalities for the fact that, because of pride, self-admiration and the dignity they held, innocent people died, and riots and chaos arose.
Thank You, God of Light, for freeing me and my Soul from the compulsion to subordinate my life to the expectations of other people, their Souls and astral beings. Thank You, God, that without monastic confusion I can always safely choose for myself what is best for me, that I no longer have to listen to others and fulfil their expectations. Thank You, God of Light, for freeing me and my Soul from the need for monastic and temple life. Thank You, God, that my Soul and its personality no longer arouse extreme emotions in others, no longer cause discord, chaos, riots or bloodshed. Thank You, God, Giver of Life, that I no longer have to flee from anything or anyone into a religious order, that my Soul is now safe in family life and in marriage.
On behalf of my Soul and its personality, I apologise to all those who suffered as a result of its incarnation as a monk, priest or high priest.
I have forgiven my Soul for feeling unworthy of God’s love not only in religious orders and for being afraid of fully surrendering to God.
I am glad that my Soul and I are free from idolatry, from worshipping all deities and the Souls of tormentors, and from the consequences of this.
Thank You, God, that I can fully surrender to Your will, that I am worthy of being Your happy child of divine light.
Opublikowano: 03/08/2026
Autor: Sławomir Majda
Kateogrie: Religions, priests, sects, idolatry, vows.
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